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Sunday, July 15th, 2001
7:13 pm	Yo....My new LJ name and S/N is xLiLJJx.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 13th, 2001
6:44 pm	Guess what I just did!?!?!?!?! I rolled meatballs with Melissa--aka--Paco Current Mood: amused Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 11th, 2001
10:26 am	Never ever drink Slim-Fast in a can....always buy the powder and mix it yourself. Current Mood: sick Current Music: "46 and 2"-Tool (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 10th, 2001
12:30 pm	OMG!!!!!!!! The Backstreet Boys Concert was postponed until 9.7.01!!!!!!!!!! Poor AJ, he has a drinking problem because his grandmother died....or so I heard....I'm soo dissapointed....=( Current Mood: sad Current Music: "Inside Out"-Eve 6 (Comment on this)
Friday, July 6th, 2001
1:03 pm	Bob Johnson....pronounced Bob Yo-Han-Son i'm really bored....and i'm talking to freshman....guess who.... so i don't start working until i get back from vacation...on the 23rd....i'm going to the Backstreet Boys conceryt on the 17th and then the 18th we are leaving for Wildwood Crest...we are getting back the 22nd....at night so the lady, my boss ((whose name I do NOT know))said "well you can start your training on the 23rd....unless that's too early" i was hoping to start before i went away....but whatever...it's a source of income....very low income...but income nonetheless...whatever.....i'm gonna go now and crop some pix.... peace hoez Current Mood: devious Current Music: "Beautiful"-Flickerstick (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 5th, 2001
4:34 pm	It scares me when people I don't really know IM me and we start talking like we're good friends... Current Mood: shocked Current Music: "Charles in Charge Theme"-Reliant K (Comment on this)
2:50 pm	Jen's New Job.... I am now an employee of the DQ in Clarkkk...I feel special Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: "Take My Picture"-Filter (1 Comment |Comment on this)
11:34 am	Ah yes, yet another survey from the wonderful world of e-mail... Your name: Jennifer Your middle name: Marie Your nickname: Jen, Bitch, Midget, Short-Stuff ((<---John)), Little Monkey ((<---Eric)) Your birthday: April 20, 1985 How old are you: 16 Your sign: Aries or Taurus What is your favorite color: blue How tall are you: I was 5'1/2" at my physical Names of your family members: Diane, Frank, Jessica, and Jacqueline Favorite thing to drink: Water Describe yourself: i think i'm pretty cool....but what do I know Who do you like: hehe......I don't even know sometimes What are your pets names: Angel Who do you love the most: My family and friends E-mail address: littleitaly1513@hotmail.com Favorite place to go: My yard....I could just invite people over and swim, why would I ever want to leave it? Favorite sport: Volleyball Who was your worst teacher, this past year: LOL...That's a tough one....Ms. Fat-Hefer...I mean Ms. Palermo Who are your closet friends: Eric, Melissa, and Wronski...there are def. others...but it's a whole buncha people, so I'm gonna keep it short....you know who you guys are...=) Newest friend you made: Sofia, I think....it was early in the year, but I think it was her. Favorite movie: Dead Poets Society....or Sweet November...or Autumn in New York...or Girl, Interuppted...or....no that's it. Favorite TV show: The Sopranos, Friends, er, The West Wing....lol...no not really, it was an inside joke that no one getting this would understand....ask me and I'll tell you. Favorite band/artists: APC ((Thanx to Ash)), Tool ((Thanx to Ian)), Staind Favorite song: Good question...maybe Thinking of You by APC....or Orestes by APC **Last Person Who...** You talked to: on the phone - Melissa -- on-line - Lauren -- in person - Jackie Slept in your bed: Me Sent you an email: Ash ((LJ comment)) Yelled at you: My parents Went to the movies with you: John & Kim Spent the night at your house: Melissa Saw you cry: hmmm...I talked to people on-line as I was crying...does that count? **Have You Ever...** Said "I love you" and not meant it: Not unless I was just playing around Gotten into a huge fight with someone you really cared a lot about: OMG....YES! ((John)) Stalked someone: During period 3, on the 3rd floor, with Ashley....nah never O=) What's the worst thing that can happen to you in the next month or near future: Um...I don't wanna think about it Things you like in a guy: eyes, smile, funny, sweet, someone i can talk to, has the same interests as me, overall good personality :o) thats my dream guy, right there.. lol ((So I stole Lauren's answer....every girl basically wants the same thing)) Are you involved with anyone at this time: No =( Who's the best boyfriend/girlfriend you've had: Eric...Even though it was short and long distance What's the best thing you've ever down for a boyfriend: Wait...what?!?! Current Mood: bored Current Music: "Dora the Explorer" on the TV in the Den (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 4th, 2001
10:05 pm	Dairy Queen is calling.... Could Jen be getting a job at DQ??? I think she might be.... and if that doesn't work out...I'll apply at Barnes and Noble... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 1st, 2001
11:48 pm	Hey bizkitz.... i'm bored and shit and i'm watching The Wedding Planner it's kinda cool....I guess...Where's my shoe???....ok had to be there....funniest line of the fucking movie....but whateve....i'm just chilliing with two of my bestest buddies ((wronski and melissa))....it's madd kewl.... i'm a little sleepy, but that's all good... I went shopping yesterday....I bought the Tool CD...and the DMB CD...and the book Fight Club....and a book about Edgar A. Poe....and a bunch of clothes.... shopping is fun....i saw madd gay freshman....I mean sophomores...and no not John ((<---hehe)).... that was mean and i probably shouldn't have said that....but whatever...he probably won't read this....no he won't....at all.... but i saw this really hott guy in the food court and he was sitting by himself eating when he started looking around like he was waiting for someone....so i thought it would be his g/f....but it was his brother...and his br was handicapped and the hott guy was all like "are you having a good time?" and i thought it was the sweetest thing..like it almost made me cry it was so sweet... wronski needs to stop screaming in my ear....whatever.... ------------------------- Today my Uncle came over ((with my grandparents....duh)) and it was really cool....cuz he played football and stuff with us in the pool and i dunno i just love stuff like that... I'm gonna finish watching my movie now...cuz these two r gonna be leaving shortly.... peace hoez.... Current Mood: awake Current Music: "Nicole Song"-Wronski (Comment on this)
Friday, June 29th, 2001
1:03 pm	Bee Stings get itchy after a day or two.... I've had a headache for two days.....ouch-ies Current Mood: amused Current Music: electricity humming (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 27th, 2001
3:35 pm	Your Life don't you hate it when you ask your parents to read ONE FUCKING thing that you wrote and you thinks it's the one thing that can help them to understand why you get distant sometimes and why you seem depressed sometimes and why you act the way you act in general....and they don't read it. there was no reason for them not to...i mean it's only like 15 lines long....and yet they still refuse to....and it's not even like they know it's something that they probably don't want to read cause you never told them why they should read it... you tell them "i want you to read this" and you put it on your sisters' dresser, where your mom is...she looks at it and says "ok" and keeps doing what she was doing and leaves the room...without picking up the paper and without glancing up at you... then later that night when you are sitting alone on the floor of your TV room "watching" Fear Factor with your family, and you don't laugh when the girl falls off of the helicopter into the water they ask you "what's wrong" you say nothing....and it pisses them off and they yell at you for not being upbeat like the rest of them. so u go inbto your room on the second floor, hoping no one follows you up the stairs. you turn ur radio on and just sit staring at the ceiling until your phone rings and it's your mom saying "Your Name Goes Here, get down here, now." you know you have to go, so you turn off the stereo and somberly make your way down the stairs for what seems like seven years...you walk into your TV room where your dad says "what the fuck is your problem tonight?!" you say "nothing" eventhough you want to say is: What isn't wrong??? I haven't had a conversation with you guys about what I want in forever!! You don't know me or who I am! the words don't come out like that though...if they did your ass would be living on the streets... but it's all good...cuz you keep writing what you feel and they keep ignoring it...and everyone is happy....except for you.... and that's your life... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 26th, 2001
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Current Music: "Thomas"-APC (Comment on this)
Monday, June 25th, 2001
11:18 am	am i the jerk-off??? things are so weird right now...like me and melissa are ok, but we're not... me her and wronski were like fucking best friends last year and we still kinda are, but we let shit get between us, and now that i've been chilling with freshmen ((now sophomores)) and kids that i haven't chilled with since RIS she's been trying to distance herself. like her and wronski will go out, and totally exclude me and shit...altho wronski doesn't really do it...and then melissa will come over here use my comp. and spend the fucking nite... she's got some major family problems going on and stuff....and i am one of the few ppl who know them, and they do suck...but i'm always here being the asshole when she doesn't want to be home anymore...but whatever...i'll just keep playing the jack-ass... --------------------------------------- DREAM-TIME: last nite, sleeping on my floor i had a dream...i bought a pack of cigarettes....but someone also gave me another pack...so i was trying to hid 2 packs from my parents and the rest of family ((it was a family event i was at)) and i kept sneaking away to smoke them and it so was NOT COOL!!!!! that was my dream.... Current Mood: maybe kinda pissed Current Music: "Thinking of You"-APC (Comment on this)
12:42 am	boredom plagues my mind.... i am so tired and shit is going on in my head...but whateve it's the first monday of summer break...wow and i'm a fucking junior..and madd retarded ppl are seniors... fuck it's almost over....oh well.....i'll deal and i guess, i'll go to college and do the conformist thing...and then one day maybe i'll get married and have kids and life will SUCK! my life will become a dull and dreary routine...everything will fall into it's place and a rut will ensue.... ::sleepy:: : ::sleepy:: i'm gonna go to sleep...but i can't cuz ppl r so talking on my phone to other ppl on the other side of the phone line. but i will get off this now...so iight goodnite all... Current Mood: groggy Current Music: melissa playing w/a tape-measure (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 24th, 2001
11:37 pm	just chilling a bunch....talking to people....and it's all gravy...i'm talking to kewl ppl on-line ((like eric<------hehe)) gottz to go now... peace hoez Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
12:58 pm	i forgot to show u all my special lover Latrell....this is a pic of us: Current Music: "46 and 2"-Tool (Comment on this)
12:54 pm	i'm really tired and it's not a pretty day for swimming and i should go driving later, but who knows if that will really happen...talking to john...something i haven't done since he left the fair friday night...whatever...lemme tell you, this is a great summer vacation so far!!! <----sarcasim ((me and my spelling skillz)) going on over there...cuz i can do that...i'm gonna go play a game now... peace hoez... Current Mood: bored Current Music: "Ian's Favorite Song of Good"-Tool (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 22nd, 2001
10:49 am	Damn, we're Juniors.... that's scary as hell...who would've ever thought??? i remember grade school, i remember what my teething ring looked like, i remember not wanting to grow up. life was good when we were all kids and nothing mattered except what u got in your lunch-box. and now it's like "am i failing this class?" and then there is the occasional guy/girl problem..which u face just about everyday and the fights with your closest friend and the hooking up with people who aren't in your "group" of people. but then again... new experiences, boy/girlfriends, new friends, driving, staying out late, study parties, chilling just because u can... i dunno...HS is half over...that's kinda scary... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 21st, 2001
8:53 pm	My mind.......... this is a really bitter-sweet ending to the year. i mean it's great because we get like 10 weeks off, but this was such a great year in general. like i made a lotta new friends...i know that sounds madd corney, but it's the truth, and i got closer to a lot of people... on the other hand, i lost ties with a couple of people because of my new social situation...and i wished it never happened... i'm kinda sad to see it end... on the other hand...it would be kinda nice to get a break and stop struggling in class. i could use the break, i think everyone can... this year has been really good in a lot of ways, but by ending it, it ends a lot of other stuff...it puts memories away...like Tom... -------------------------------------------------- but tomorrow ((the first official day of summer vacation, eventho mine started today)) i'm going to the fair at SJV with john and kim...it should be fun...i went tuesday nite with melissa and we saw hott ryan and his gf =\ but it's ok cuz we were talking and stuff...he is sooooooooooooooooo hott!!! i think i'm gonna go talk to people now... Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: "Stellar ((unplugged))"-Incubus (Comment on this)